lost in my thoughts....leave a message il get back to you..........

Hello all you beautiful poeple out there

im soo sorry , yes i am, i truly am , i wish i hadnt done it now , damn......

as of this very moment im listening to  a random song , and having very random  thoughts

very very random unimportant thoughts, like irony and the flying donkey
, havent heard that one yet have you

you dont want to i knw that ,but yet im bieng forced to tell you

yeah there is a gun to my head, happy

i may be the one holding it there but yeah there is a gun to my head soo there you go

heres the story............

the flying donkey was as u can imagine, flying ... happily , high up in the sky no worries
away from all those things that usually bother him like, trees, now it just soo happens that
in the next 10 seconds he ended up crashing into seven different trees , appearing amazingly
out of thin air...
but he goes"i must be dreaming , im the flying donkey , trees cant get me up here , i mean ..."
'POKE' he was cut of by another tree jabbing him straight in the eye...

now any sane donkey would have decided to land in a safe spot and take rest ,,, right??
but this donkey was hit by 8 trees  soo he was not in anyway of sane 
mind and lets face it,
he was a donkey who believed he could fly , total nut job is how u describe him...

where am i going with this story u ask..............i have no clue
im bored , tired , sleepless and pretty much pissed of with things ,

basicaly the donkey thinks something cant happen and then guess what ,it does

i thought u wouldve understood that by now, though , i could be wrong im not really good
at understanding stuff.............

lost in a dream........... , never to be found.........

The world as we know it is coming to an end, one of the biggest points of our
lives is approaching , wait it already came and went damn im too late ....

ok um yeah anyway another important thing is coming along
its way ready to cause havoc on the world,well not the world ,
basically my head but yeah its not such a big deal , coz well

here i am to take your mind of all of this nonsense, yes im the saviour , i have found
something pure, that hopefuly should take your mind off all
the worry and fear u have now ........

imagine wanting something sooo bad that if u only posses it in your dreams
that u never want to wake up , never want 2 let go of that dream................

imagine how much u would want it, it would be your dream neverending, well heres mine

DREAM NEVERENDING



Rays of light fall through the clouds
Rays of hope fall down on me
Light of love sets me free
Light of you makes me, me

Descending through the clouds
Shining down upon me
Darkness flees, no longer there
I feel complete , no longer scared

You reach for me and I grab hold
As we rise up
Clouds close in around us
They bind us together never to break free

I feel the love around me
I feel your grasp tighten
To scared to wake up
Scared this dream will end

The words don’t come out
My mind has gone numb
All focus on you
The world melts away and you remain

In your arms ,I notice nothing
Lost in your eyes ,I see nothing else
I see infinity, I see your beauty
I see hope ,shining through

I fall deeper into your eyes
Hoping dreaming that I can have you for just one moment
That moment shall last a lifetime
That moment shall never die

My love spreads through the skies
Blocking the sun
More space is needed
Just to show how much i love you

Rock my boat
Put me to sleep
Alone in your arms
Lost in dreams of you

When they open again
My dream is shattered
My world is gone
I shut them once more

To see your splendour
To feel your touch
To dream again
Dream of love, dream of YOU

---------------akash

Catastrophe... but i have a solution......

An issue of cozmic proportions has occured to me of late, and me,bieng the stand up ,
nice guy that i am have decided to share it with you....

as you all know  the world is spinning, round and round around the axis just
 like u learnt in 2nd or 3rd standard ,
wel its the same bt somehow its begun to spin the other way , causing catastrophe 
scientists say this could cause a change in the space time patterns and also
, if it continues this way, time will go backwards causing millions to die ,
wel not die but , have thier lives rewound ,
untill they um get born n well u can understand how this works ......

i have been doing research and well i have understood how it can be stopped ...
now this may seem a little drastic but heres what i observed in my lab.......

i placed a ball in a rat cage and like all rats ,it
climbed on top of it and started spinning it in one direction,
and it was spinning , round and round and round , then i
placed more rats in the cage and they climbed on top as well
doing what rats do best, but i placed them in such a way that
they climbed upon it and ran in the other direction and miraculously
it began to spin in the other direction slowly and slowly but it happened .....

i have come to this conlusion ,

in order to reverse this catastrophe we must,...........

shoot me dead,
 

until then
peace on earth...........

wake up ,stop crying ,open your eyes ,see the truth........

After hearing minutes to midnight for the umpteenth time , im spellbound , simply shocked at what these guys can do with 12 songs

how much emotion they can put into just a few words, and how they find a way to show u exactly what that emotion is , and to top it off it sounds so fricking amazing , soo beautiful, soo awesome.


how do u make a song that can bring a person to tears , no not cause it sux bt because its simply beautiful , plainly put these guys rock , beyond anything else.


close your eyes, press play and just get washed away

song after song emotion after emotion , u will be captured by thier music , by what they are trying to say.

open your eyes , stop crying , and see the truth.



on a completely unrelated topic , its raining in india ,or it was.

rain, i think is beautiful, 3rd time im using this word , way too many for my count,

have u ever stopped and thought bout rain ,one day u should just stand
in a place where its going to rain for scertain, stand in a place where ur
vision to the sky isnt impaired ,
and just look up and wait for that 1st drop ,for the drops to fall ,
can u imagine how briliant that would be.


ever wonder ,what ur leaving behind when ur gone ???????????

ever wondered what people will be saying at ur funeral , praying or thanking god ?????

hmm guesss nt.


theres a song called valentines day n man will it take u away. hey that rhymed, cool.

one day im going to walk away from all of this and that will be the day that someone , sneakes up from behind and gives me a wedgie(thnx kev)

soo im thinkin i dont walk away ...... makes more sense dat way theres less hurt in the rear area , wow im boring


well its back to my rock ,who btw is called betsy.

cya

THOUGH THE CLOUDS I CAN SEE THE LIGHT........ THROUGH THE CLOUDS I CAN FEEL YOUR WARMTH.....

Captains log , day 2 ...................

boredom strikes at the most random of times doesnt it, well now im actually not bored
im feeling different now , like ....like sumthing has changed

iv moved onto a more serious plane.....

as of now i havent displayed any of my poetic talent for which i am renown
well i deicide to write a poem to express love ..plain and simple ....LOVE

Love is really really complicated and im not gonna sit here and try to explain it
heres a poem i wrote describing my love. comment on it , if u like it.
this ones for you beautiful, hope you like it

ENCLOSED BY YOU


so i stand here ,
awaiting the end,
awaiting your peace,
rain down upon me,

losing my mind ,
triying to find peace,
searching for you,
only darkness i see,

set me free oh divine one,
break my shackles,
bring me peace,
embrace me and keep me warm,

breath to me and blow away my fears,
sing to me and let me regain conciousness
smile and chase away all the demons
protect me from my reality


smile at me and take me away
show me the sun , bring me light
open my eyes and let me see you
let your love flow through me

your eyes sparkle with the light of a 100 stars
your beauty captures me and leaves me in awe
lost forever in your eyes
searching for a place in your heart

hoping to find a reason
willing to die for you
lying here next to you
i dont want to move , ever


oh divine angel take me to your heaven
take me to our peace
take me away from the lies i cant stand
bind me forever, forever with you

there it is , just for you,
from me
akash

The truth hurts , but my fists hurt more

well its been a long journey untill this point . you see this point is where i begin to wonder
what all other points are and why there actually are points 2 begin with.

here is where it all starts, my journey to the truth , my passage way into what
i believe to be true, u get my point .

im not scared bt i am a little dramatic though.

hmm where did that come from??

yeah nyway the way i see it , when i find the truth i shuld feel fullfilled ,complete and/or misguided.

supposedly the truth hurts , n i for 1 can assure u dat it does , just imagine bieng
pounded 2 biits for information that u dont have and thats how it feels
when u knw the truth.

now bieng a person with zero intellect and even less knowledge bout
anything, i can state that life sux and u shuld cry sumwhere in a corner
, bt dats just me ok.



on a much lighter note i just figured out why everything is blue, do u want 2 knw ,
huh , was that a yes, well ok il tell u.

everything is blue coz , and only bcoz its not.

u c how dat works out, its al blue for the sole reason that it isnt,.....
ahhhhhhhh forget it u wont understand,
im just all alone , ooh yeah bout dat



what are we???????????????????????
in the end after everything what we are is ALONE.

untill u figure that out il go and spend some alone time with my rock ok.

enjoy.

Another day , another end

SO....... here we are

here i am preparing myself for the long journey on which i choose to bore you time and again...

why am i making a blog u ask??????well when you spend a majority ofyour day writing and thinking about what you shuld be writing and about how people would react to these writings , a blog was my 
best option then ....



hopefully im not as bad as i am told and some of you actually may read this and if u have anything .... anything at all to say
 comment ... and then comment again well ok just the one time will 
do  but yeah please do comment , you see all of this ... im doing it for you . yes you its all 
about u in the end

sooo now i shall take your leave... and you wont ever get it back.
sorry


thank you come again.....